Things have been so complicated since I've been home. If not for a few friends, and my Gamma....I'd be gone already. This deployment is kicking my ass. I don't like complaining because a) it doesn't change anything, and b) everyone has problems. But I want my husband home. Like, yesterday. I feel so alone without him. Something was implied to me earlier that no child should ever have to think about. =/. And I'm not happy about it. I still don't believe in airing dirty laundry, but..whatever.
I'm just thankful for those friends who pick me up. I've been hanging with my little sister a lot lately. I love my Shelby Lynn. Saw Contraband last weekend. Made my Gamma eat not just gator, but deer. Drove to GA to sight-see. Went clubbing for the first time (I'm in love lol)...it's a life experience I was happy about, which surprised me.
....this post is really jumbled. I guess I'm just still in shock.
