Every Storm Runs Out of Rain

I pray Gary Allan knows what he's singing about because at times it feels as though I'm drowning. Good news first. Last week was my 23rd birthday. I love birthdays and Will never fails to surprise me. I got a Little Mermaid cake, Little Mermaid fairy tale wedding set and a promise to let me pamper myself when taxes came in. We had Genghis Grill for lunch and went to see 21 & Over. It was hilarious. Will left for the field that Monday. Field trainings never really bother me as much as this one did. It was our first separation since deployment ended. That and the fact last time Will was in the field he got rushed to the hospital. So I was slightly creeped out. But prepping for our big move to GA kept me busy. I'm so excited to leave here. Will and I belong on the East Coast. I have a feeling our family will happen as soon as we breathe the fresh air. Speaking of, yesterday was a rough day. March 8th, 2011 is the date my HCG levels hit zero after my ectopic pregnancy and following methotrexate treatments. Some people may find it....not sure how to describe it, but I can tell you I'll never get over the loss of our two angel babies. To quote a Twitter hashtag, sorry not sorry. Will got home yesterday so that made it slightly better. So many people have doubted our marriage but we will prove them wrong. Thankfully I've wised up about the hurry up and wait and I made a crock pot meal since Will didn't get released until about 23:30 last night. It turned out divine. I made a French onion pot roast with red potatoes, shallots and mushrooms. My mouth is salivating at the memory of the smell and taste lmao.

This week was actually decent. Will and I decided we were each getting a certain amount of money for taxes, Lu was getting groomed, purchasing one thing for the house and the rest was going to our PCS fund. I got my hair and nails done, Will got a FSU basketball jersey and jacket and we got a Keurig. I don't always want coffee, but we can't afford $5 cups every time I have a craving. Lol. So hopefully this will help my addiction lmao. We got the red Mini and it's adorable. I made myself a cup of the Folgers' Colombian the other day and it was perfect.

I'm sitting here blogging as Will does some class necessary for WLC. We pray after this, his promotion will come quickly so good luck thoughts for him would be lovely. Thanks <3 at="" attempt="" i="" keeping="" least="" more="" or="" promise="" start="" this="" to.=")</p" to="" up="" with="">
XOXOXOXO y'all!!

I just wanna cry

.......It's hard to collect my thoughts right now. The infertility struggle is hitting me hard tonight. Laying here sobbing. All we want is a family. 💔😔

Valentine's Day 2013

Seeing as my husband was deployed last year, and I didn't even get to hear his voice, this year we're celebrating. And we're going all out.
 Not to make others jealous, or feel bad, but because that's what Will and I do. Always have. Even last year, he got me a bear, chocolates, dinner, roses and jewelry. However, February 14th is not the only day we show affection to each other. I'll admit. Will spoils me crazy. But if there's anything Will wants, I try my hardest to make the finances work so he can get it. (His PS3, his tint,speakers and stereo for his car, FSU jersey, etc.) I'm just seeing so much hostility, and it makes me kinda sad & kinda irritable.  You're suppose to be honest in a blog. Much like Twitter, you really don't have to read this.

Our plans include me cooking one of his favorite meals tonight: steak with pasta and green beans. I already baked Valentine's Day cookies. And I have chocolate covered strawberries ready to go. I'm planning to watch some kind of love movie, before the Glee Valentine episode.

Tomorrow is when we're going out. Japanese steakhouse and hopefully Safe Haven. I'm wearing the cutest dress while Will has a dress shirt and pants pressed and ready to go.

I hope everyone else has an amazing day!! Xoxoxoxo!!

❤💋- Liz

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Time for An Update

Sorry about the lack of blogging. Life has been crazy hectic.

The husband returned home safely from Afghanistan. To which I am so incredibly thankful. And he also reenlisted, so I'm an Army wife for 4 more years.

We got to spend three weeks in FL. Finally got a honeymoon. Went to Universal and Islands of Adventures, plus Sea World. Went to Tallahassee and Daytona to see friends. Spent my Momma's birthday with her finally. And me and Will enjoyed The Melting Pot, deff a new and fun experience.

Traveled back to TX through Hurricane Isaac. So not fun.

Arrived home just to land in the hospital. Had miscarriage #2 on the ironic day of Labor Day (just b/c of the name).

Husband's unit sponsored a marriage retreat in Ruidoso,NM 3 weeks ago.  Our marriage has always been strong but that deff rejuvenated us.

And that brings us to now. We're currently in the process of PCSing to Ft.Bragg, NC. My heart has never been so happy. The East Coast is where we belong.

Hope this post finds everyone well ❤.

Baby steps (no pun intended ;) )

Still kinda upset last month was pretty much a wasted month in our TTC struggle. But on to amazing news.

My menstrual cycle started right on time this month.

I took a fertility test today, and I'm fertile! =D.

I go for a pre-conception check up on Tuesday, which is our 3 year wedding anniversary <3.

I start my 3rd round of Clomid on Wednesday.

Will is due home sooner than later now.

Prayers work <3.

Joined the iPhone club

Will and I are now proud owners of iPhones =D. Will got his black 4, I got the white 4s. YAY! I get to FaceTime with one of my best friends, anddd my little sister now. =D.  I am in loooooove. I know this is a random post, but hey =D.

Will reenlisted the other day!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Army now has my hubs until 2016 <3.

And it's less than two weeks till our 3 year wedding anniversary, go us!!!!!!!

Andd we'll be in Florida in August =D.

Extremely good week.