Last night....didn't exactly go the way I planned. See, Will comes home with the news instead of moving to Georgia soon, we may be going through deployment number 2 soon. Lets just say my world stopped. At first, I just asked the usual questions,'When and where.' I was in extreme shock. You can try to prepare yourself all you want, but once you get the news, it sucks. And I know with Will being an active duty soldier, this was gonna happen. But still, ugh. As soon as Will went to bed, the news broadcasted and confirmed my fears. It's really happening. And that's when I lost it. =(
All I can do is pray. I know Will has the want to serve his country. I'm so proud of him for that. But I need my husband to grow old with me. But I know God has His hand in all of this. I take great comfort in that. And until he gets official orders, whether they're PCS or deployment, I'm going to make every second I have with him count. ❤
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